Dad!! this work i missed saying it though it means a lot , if i want to describe my dad i'd say that iam the identical copy of him of course i didnt know this at time but i knew too late .
All my life we were not having a good relationship because of that resemblance , when he suddenly died i couldn't express what i feel or what am i gonna go through , i was insecure and lost .
He was so moody , so intelligent , so sensitive and unable to express also , but i always admired and envied him for being so smart , he died young and full of suffering not from disease of need but from inside out , from intelligence that didnt cope with life and a mind that didnt shut down ever .
Since i was a child i heard about intelligence that leads to suffer but i didnt believe it till i've seen whats happening for my dad . I'm now suffering the same i have the same symptoms from etching from stupid people to never ending insomnia .
He died 13 years ago and since then everyone knew him always say how he was the almost perfect human in a world that never appreciate . So Dad , sorry for everything wrong i did and i still do and for the moments that passed while you were alive and i didnt take advantage of it . From my point of view now i can say that being dumb is a bliss .
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