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DAMN MEMORIES

31 December 2005

till when my memories chase me ,, i spent days and days tryin to 4get and anam nos sa3a nd have a dream yrag3 kol elly 7awelt ansah ,, may be i was so hurt and still ,, tyeb wat i do lazem kol kam yom ygely naksa kda ,, i avoid everything reminds me i even changed my lifestyle 3mtan 3shan maftekrsh lakn simple dream 5 sec one ydaya3 kol da tyeb a3ml eh belzema!! manamsh tyeb mana kan b2alay shohor mbanamsh mn el sadness we msada2t a3rf anam normal b3d ma eshta3'lt ,, tyeb i decided to do a project and ana mashya feh bs leh a7lam tyeb ,, dana wlahe rameet stuff reminds me ,, welmoshkla eny dont think about him or wat he did hia bs memories sometime bad one's and sometime good one's ,, elly hwa 7asa eny bagry we hia btegry waraya ,,

i need to format his partion from my hard ,, bs el system halted on him and wont shutdown and he is just a virus but it spread all over my atmosphere bahrtel sa7 :S
actually a accuse him alot of things maybe he didnt mean it bs it is the right way to hate him more so that i convinced myself of how bad he was and mmkn mmkn akon still love him 3shan kda ba2ol kda

anyway kol da t7'aref i had to express 3shan arg3 akmel wat i was doing ,, fresh as i hope
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New Direction

24 December 2005





It seems to me
I cannot breath
When you're around
You leave me there
In the cold
I'm lost and found


I've been lookin for a new direction
Something you know I've gotta say
I've been lookin for a new connection
With someone who's gonna make me stay

You shouldn't lie
You shouldn't play
Not the kind of girl to look the other way
You shouldn't cry
You shouldn't faint
Just gotta tell you straight before I walk away

It's too late
A-a-a-a-ah (I've been looking for a new direction)
A-a-a-a-ah a-ah (I've been looking for a new direction)
A-a-a-a-ah (I've been looking for a new direction)
A-a-a-a-ah a-ah (I've been looking for a new direction)


Needing to
Rediscover my identity
I'm doing fine
Baby don't feel sad for me


I've been looking for a new fixation
Someone who can stimulate my mind
I've been looking for a new sensation
Never let you know I'm gonna find


You shouldn't lie
You shouldn't play
Not the kind of girl to look the other way
You shouldn't cry
You shouldn't faint
Just gotta tell you straight before I walk away

I've been looking for a new direction
Not the kind of girl to look the other way
I've been looking for a new direction
Just gotta tell you straight before I walk away

It's too late
It's too late



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cant get u out of my head

23 December 2005




La la la
La la la la la
La la la
La la la la la

I just can't get you out of my head
Boy your loving is all I think about
I just can't get you out of my head
Boy it's more than I dare to think about

Every night
Every day
Just to be there in your arms

Won't you stay
Won't you lay
Stay forever and ever and ever and ever

La la la
La la la la la
La la la
La la la la la

I just can't get you out of my head
Boy your loving is all I think about
I just can't get you out of my head
Boy it's more than I dare to think about

There's a dark secret in me
Don't leave me locked in your heart

Set me free
Set me free
Stay forever and ever and ever and ever


La la la
La la la la la
La la la
La la la la la


just can't get you out of my head
I just can't get you out of my head
I just can't get you out of my head...
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ايام و بنعيشها

19 December 2005
ايام و بنعيشها حنعمل ايه يا قلبى فى ناس
مهوماش ناس مفيش احساس
ومش بيحسوا بجروحنا
دى دموعنا هنحوشها عشان مش صح نبقى ضعاف
نبان ساعه الفراق بنخاف
ياريت نغصب على روحنا
وعلى ايه دى حكايه خلصت من بدرى والله خلصت من بدرى
والغدر حسيت بيه
و على ايه على ايه هنبكى على الماضى ايام و عدت عا الفاضى
فيه ايه هنبكى عليه
مش فارقه نتكلم نعيد و نزيد فى ايه على ايه
ماعادش يفيد بكانا عليه خلاص الجرح اهو معلم
وياريت ما نتألم و لا نأسى وداع ب وداع
محدش ساب حبيبه ضاع
وادينا خلاص بنتعلم
وعلى ايه دى حكايه خلصت من بدرى والله خلصت من بدرى
و الغدر حسيت بيه
وعلى ايه على ايه حنبكى على الماضى ايام و عدت عا الفاضى
فيه ايه حنبكى عليه

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Untill It Sleeps

17 December 2005
Where do I take this pain of mine?
I run but it stays right by my side.
So tear me open, pour me out,
there's things inside that scream and shout.
And the pain still hates me,
so hold me until it sleeps.

Just like the curse, just like the stray.
You feed it once and now it stays, now it stays

So tear me open, but beware,
there's things inside without a care.
And the dirt still stains me, so wash me until I'm clean.


It grips you, so hold me.
It stains you, so hold me.
It hates you, so hold me.
It holds you, so hold me until it sleeps.
Until it sleeps.
Until it sleeps.

So tell me why you've chosen me.
Don't want your grip, don't want your greed.
Don't want it.

I'll tear me open, make you gone.
No more can you hurt anyone.
And the fear still shakes me,
so hold me until it sleeps

Don't want it.
I don't want it, want it, want it, want it, want it, no.

So tear me open but beware,
there's things inside without a care.
And the dirt still stains me, so wash me til I'm clean.

I'll tear me open, make you gone
No longer will you hurt anyone.
And the hate still shapes me,
so hold me until it sleeps,
Until it sleeps.
Until it sleeps.
Until it sleeps.
Until it sleeps.